Yup. I'm losing it.

I took the kids to get their pictures taken today...  And almost immediately after I set Jordan up in a chair, she fell off it and landed on her face. 



She was fine.  But upset...  And that was kind of a symbol of the rest of my day.  I think I got one, maybe two pictures out of the entire exhausting event.

I've noticed that the longer this year goes...  The more emotional I react when things don't go well.  I'm emotionally drained, and I'm not rebounding as well as I usually can.  Today, things at work didn't go well at all.  I ended up verbally sparring with Randy...  And I hate doing that.  I ended up angry, drained and an emotional wreck.  I feel better now.  But I know I have to change something about the way I'm conducting life or else I'm going to go off the deep end.



I took the kids to get their pictures taken today...  And almost immediately after I set Jordan up in a chair, she fell off it and landed on her face.  She was fine.  But upset...  And that was kind of a symbol of the rest of my day.  I think I got one, maybe two pictures out of the entire exhausting event.

I've noticed that the longer this year goes...  The more emotional I react when things don't go well.  I'm emotionally drained, and I'm not rebounding as well as I usually can.  Today, things at work didn't go well at all.  I ended up verbally sparring with Randy...  And I hate doing that.  I ended up angry, drained and an emotional wreck.  I feel better now.  But I know I have to change something about the way I'm conducting life or else I'm going to go off the deep end